On Starting Over

I want to start over at the beginning of who I am. But this time with much more experience and knowledge of how, what, and who I want to be. It will not be easy, there will be many times I am tempted to revert to who I was and without a real cataclysmic event I have little motivation to stay focused but I will try my best. It will be difficult to explain to those around me what the hell I am doing and why but I find it hard to put my feelings into words as always and my mind needs this refresh. Slowly but surely I will try to edge myself onwards towards this simple but distant goal and then maybe reintegrate myself with everyone.